mmm well i've taken lots of pictures.....and they're amazing...i've been really busy but they should be up soon.....please comment!!!!
Oh yeah and please encourage me or something....I'm fucking crazy...i'm applying to Parsons and Brooke's for next year...hopefully i get into both of them....LOTS OF LOVE>>.

Well my roommate is showing some of my photography to professors at Brooke's Photography School...I'm nervous....she says I'm really good and that they've said it looks good but.....gosh...i'm my own worst critic. I don't know what she's trying to accomplish by doing this, but it's giving me the chills. I dont want to be exposed...I dont even want to be a professional photographer....Everything is so confusing...I love taking pictures and that's it....ahhh I dont know what I'm saying....I will keep you guys updating with the results of this quest....hehe Love YOUs
Carmen
haha oh yeah and i'm working on my clothing line...will post pictures soon!

So someone stumbled accross my page, and wants me to take pictures of their wedding because they liked my gallery. So eventhough I'm not a photographer, well professionally, I'm gonna get a gig....yey.
A paying one too. I'm not sure how much I'm going to get paid or if I'm actually going to do it but I'm friggin' happy. Not bad for a rookie, right?
Who would have thought that me, Carmen.....wow.
I'm so amazed.
This isn't even my profession. Well Cuca says I should drop fashion design and major in Photography at Brooke's because I'm a lot better at it....but I dunno. I love taking pictures but fashion is my passion. What I LIVE for. But I'm definetly double majoring, ya know!

I love it.

It's friggin' raining and I'm so happy. So freakin' happy. More than I have been in a really really long time...YESSSS.....Reminds me of good good times....wink wink ....you know who you are. <3